and you said no.

2007-05-21T00:20:00.000-07:00

THE NUGGIE ATTACK (:

She's hiding/trying t camouflage with the giant bear cos she doesn't want t bathe HAHAH

ALL CLEAN AND FLUFFY (:

HAHA I don't knw why the sudden urge t take photos of my pooch.
Post-exam stress GAH.

2007-05-16T04:09:00.000-07:00

OMGEEE

I am so glad exams are finally GOING t be over HAHA.
Why am I even online when I have stupid integration and differentiation to study?!

Sigh I think I screwed so many papers, I deserve to be shot. Seriously. But thank GOD for little things in life that cheer me up, esp snide and cynical jokes abt how one's assets can one day come flying back in one's face (HA!), and secret meetings near the dubious stairwell munching on Gastronomia's goodies (:

3 MORE DAYS TO MEGA SHOPPING SPREE!!!

2007-04-22T05:06:00.000-07:00

OHMGEE.

I was so going to apply for the UWC Scholarships even though I have about -101 percent of getting in. I mean, seriously, UWC in Italy/NZ/UK/US of A or like even in Mexcio, their schools are awesome.

Damn it my bloody dog just bit because I accidentally woke her up when she was dreaming.
OW.

Okay so anyway, I really really want to go there, and do the IB programme. Darn it why can't I be rich HAHA.

I need to shop I want to shop I have the shopaholic syndrome.

Mid years are in 2 weeks time surprise surprise, not. I haven't even finished studying for it ): I want to do wellllll ):

Heymath here I come. Oh btw, you are the bane of my life.

2007-04-17T04:52:00.000-07:00

Haha shopping for prom dresses online nvr been this fun, right Josh? HAHAHA

Actually, I don't have the assest to look nice hahah I'm so fat and lard-ish.

My goodness I adore this colour (:

and THREADLESS!

I WANT. BECKY I WANT A COOL DAD TOO. Buy for me ahahha (:

2007-04-17T04:20:00.000-07:00

I WANT A NEW PUPPY SO BAD I HAVE DECIDED TO

ADOPT A HUSKIE-TERRIER WITHOUT MY MOMMA

KNOWING, HOPEFULLY.

I hope my momm will believe my spun-up story, no?

But even if we don't keep it, and give it away, we'll be giving it a proper home, unlike the other option which is to put it to sleep );

Please, momma.

2007-04-12T01:40:00.000-07:00

This, I love.

2007-04-03T01:29:00.000-07:00

OMG this really cracked me up.

Anyway, today has been the most embarrassing day of 2007. Seriously.

I was at the Macritchie bus-stop waiting for my cab, listening to my ipod and minding my own business.

Unknown to me, a large monkey had came clawing its way to the dustbin, (which is where i was sitting very near to!) and started to dig for food.

I didn't realise anything, and was kept busy by my ipod.

So you can just imagine my horror when i turned arnd and saw that brown monster.

I screamed and said the most ridiculous thing ever.

"AH! OMG! ITS KING KONG ON THE LOOSE!!!"

Everyone on the bus-stop laughed at me, thinking I was King Kong.

But the Monkey ran away, anyway (:

2007-03-28T02:21:00.000-07:00

HELL YEA!

MY GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE!

2007-03-27T06:01:00.000-07:00

The brain of the Mammal usually consistes of

1. The forebrain which includes the cerebrum. the hypothallamus, and the pituitary gland.

2. The midbrain.

3. The hindbrain which consists of the cerebrellum and the medulla oblongata.

Magnesium is too reactive to protect most steel objects from rusting. However, underground steel pipelines are attached to magnesium or bags of magnesium from scrap metal using insulated copper cables.

These are the times I wonder why I need to know about the rusty pipes running below our smelly feet. How I wish I could just learn how to make chocolate ganche or how to melt perfect dark chocolate in a bain-marie.

2007-03-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

Two and a half hours of dance on Friday

SEA games, hockey/floorball, screaming for about 5 hours on Saturday

Can just kill me.
I am so close to over exhaustion. And I didn't bring bcak air and water chem ws.

OOH at least I can look forward to a pig out tmr with Becky ahah OMG I seen her 7 days in a week.

HELL.

I find this picture highlh amusing. Okay I should seriously lay off the somputer now. CHEMISTRY COME INTO MY ARMS NOW.

2007-03-22T04:56:00.000-07:00

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA IS HERE AGAIN!

No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.

Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

Say you'll love me ev'ry waking moment;
turn my headwith talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe,no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from your solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask ofy ou.

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.
Together Share each day with me,
each night, each morning.
that's all i ask of you.

It's so my favourite song after from the musical. Ah the Raoul from UK's POTP production was so darn hot.

2007-03-22T04:39:00.000-07:00

English was spent going all orgasy over him. Gawd i swear, i never saw such a hot chink guy before. I really can imagine spending eternity with him, totally despite the fact that he's (ONLY HAH!) about 11 years older than me. AGE AIN'T GONNA MATTER.

Had a bitched-up a math test and ss test that I totally fudged up. Congrats, girl X you're brilliant

Goodness. the O level TYS's are staring at me. GO AWAY GO AWAY.

Ooh. I should like buy 10 Elvis Muffins from Marmarlade Pantry now and place them on top of each subject textbk to enourage me to study.

Hell. Health screening soon and their taking height and weight. Screw them. I NEED TO LOSE SOME EL-BEES.

2007-03-17T22:08:00.000-07:00

Liverpool can break my heart ):

OMG this is so the most unproductive holiday ever. I suck.

Oh. I just realised I haven't been to church for a month. Gah.

2007-03-09T20:03:00.000-08:00

Okay I so need to RANT.

I hate youtube it is so freaking slow and stunted and mutated and it can't load fast enough to satisfy my desires for Wu Zun. I think I confirm screwed up my Lit test this is so beerashy its times likw this i would have given up and take full geog in the first place. I have freaking tuition EVERY saturday morning and afternoon for my 2 most hated subjects (phy and chinese) and my mother won't allow my to take part in this street jazz dance course at O'School until THE O LEVELS ARE OVER. Hello its like hell 8 months away and by then they won't have the same course that I want anymore its not fair. I have to get my 6 points if not i may just sleep in my mom's car and die from over intoxication of carbon monoxide. I am fat and ugly. Hugh Jackman and Wu Zun never really got to know me and yes I still am holding out hopes of marrying them. Wentworth Miller included, mind you. I have not gone shopping in the longest time. I am hungry 24/7. I am a loser. I hate this this that that this and that AHHH.

Okay that felt darn good.

2007-02-28T01:14:00.000-08:00

NOW I KNOW WHERE I GET MY 'BAD JOKES' GENES FROM.

Dad: Hey! look at that shop! Its selling clothes for funerals. How interesting!

Me: Haha. Yea I guess.

Dad: I got the perfect slogan for them!

Me: What?

Dad: 'Clothes to die for.'

See. the 'bad jokes' gene lies between the 14 and 15 chromosome. I'm so sure of it. Its hereditary.

2007-02-22T02:56:00.000-08:00

Hello Wu Zun let's get married.

2007-02-21T05:24:00.000-08:00

Hello I miss this.

Girl X.

2007-02-20T04:44:00.000-08:00

Goodness I seriously don't like CNY.

1) Its making me hopelessly, unbelievably fat. Like dude. I am a ball of lard/ghee/blubber.

2) I have an on-coming sorethroat.

3) Feb, means one more month less to prepare for the dreaded O levels. Joy.

It doesn't even add to the fact that Bio and A math test on Wednesday. Go and die, hormones, excretion, homeostasis, permutations&combinations, differentiation and matrices.

Okay at least I have smarmy pictures to make me smile. Kbox made my day too (:

2007-02-16T18:34:00.000-08:00

SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET:

We ate about 100 plates. MY NEW RECORD (:

I adore this picture. Me and Izzy really look like lovers, drinking from wooden chopsticks.

Love you zy!

2007-02-14T06:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY <3

I AM NOT DATELESS!

In fact, I got a hot date

YUP!

Becky was my hot date how exciting HAHA.

Biology today was effing fun, in a really sick way. Ms Ng was teaching us about sex hormones (sounds damn raunchy I don't know why) yea and I totally embarrassed myself in front of the whole class. I think I can't Izzy's disease where I don't think before opening my damn mouth.

Ms Ng: So, class, what other animals and sepcies can you think of in which the female is more domineering than the male?

Me: MOSQUITOES. Because the females suck blood. Males don't.

Class: OMG HAHAHHAHAH!!!

Anyway, went to Gastronomia to binge. Like seriously. The waiter was totally staring at us with horror at how much we ordered.

YEAAA. We ordered 2 pizzas and 2 salads: pasta and potato. IT AS HEAVENLY.

Ate ate ate, talked talked talke, whined whined whined whined whined. There was a freaky tourbus full of mainland chinese toursit taking pictures and videos of me and Becky stuffing our faces with food. JOY.

Went to island cremary! Yes we can never get enough of food.

So yes, that's my v-day how exciting.

2007-02-09T06:28:00.000-08:00

"Lost love is still love, Eddie. It takes a different form, that's all. You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it."

-5 people you meet in heaven

Lost love is still love. It's still love.

I wish for the stars.
I really do.
At night when i go to bed I just look up, and out of the window into the black canvas of the night. Then I play 'I Spy' with myself

I spy, usually, the biggest and brightest star, and then I stop playing, and then I try my best to stay awake and take in all of its beauty. I try to take in all that I can hold for that period of time. I try to take it all in so that I may be beautiful like it as well.

I try to take it all in, before I lose sight of it the next night.

I really feel like crying suddenly. My tear ducts feel so poised for action. Today was supposed to be a happy day, with all the excitement and everything and I think somthing's terribly wrong with me that I seem to be void of all the feelings that I SHOULD be feeling.

I suddenly remembered what Becky and I were talking about when I mentioned that today was one of the happiest days of Sec 4 life.

But I know when was the happiest day of my life. I am pretty glad that it has nothing to do with you:

I remember when i was 5 or 6, and my parents took me to Club Med. It was everyone's favourite club then, and it sure was mine.

There was this one time when my mom went to take the entire day off and went for some thai spa/massage thing, and I spent the whole day with my dad. I still remember very clearly what we did. We went for brunch first, and then my dad brought me to the archery range and we spent several hours there. I couldn't even shoot an arrow properly, because I was too small. I still remember that the more professional archers told my dad that it was unsafe for me to learn archery at such a young age, and that I won't be able to do anything good enough on my first day, and that he should not have brought me here to disappoint.

I distinctively remember my dad saying, " Never tell a child she's too young too learn. Especially not this child." And he took my hand and led me straight past the archers to find a comfortable spot where we could practise. I was just in awe at the huge field in front of me that I was completely oblivious to the fact that my dad totally stood up for me.

They were right: I couldn't shoot a proper arrow, much less a bull's-eye. But my dad could, and I was proud of him. I was kinda disappointed, but I definitely had fun. Then we went swimming. It was already evening and I still wanted to swim. My dad obliged and we went to play in the children's pool till night fall. We played catch, hide-and-seek, I-Spy, and my dad just told me stories of Greek gods, as we lazed by the pool side.

We had to go back: it was alrady way past my dinner time and my bedtime. I remember my dad threw me on his broad shoulders, and my chest felt full of glitter and magic wands and fairy dust. It was twilight, and the stars were exceptionally bright that night.

My dad told me the Greeks believed stars were gods and goddess that were sent to shimmer in the night sky, to light the ways of wanderers, showing them the way. I believed that, and I still do.

Because everytime I look at those magic shimmers in the night sky, I remember that night after our swim where I was riding my father's shoulders at twilight, and it was the only time where I felt so sure about where I was going. I held up my hands and spread my fingers like a mini-net, trying to catch the falling stars, if there were any, so that I could perhaps help them back to their positions where they will continue on their quest for helping the lost find their way.

I miss those times, where the only times friends and loved ones get lost are during a game of hide-and-seek.

2007-02-05T00:15:00.000-08:00

" Fire and hope are connected, just so you know. The way the Greeks told it, Zeus put Prometheus and Epimetheus in charge of creating life on earth. Epimetheus made the animals, giving out bonuses like swiftness and strength and fur and wings. By the time Prometheus made Man, all the best qualities had been given out. He settled for making them walk upright and he gave them fire.

Zeus. pissed off, took it away. But prometheus saw his pride and joy shivering and unable to cook. He lit a torch from the sun and brought it to Man again. To punish Prometheus, Zeus had him chained to a rock, where an eagle feed on his liver. To punish Man, Zeus created the first woman - Pandora - and gave her a gift, a box she was forbidden to open.

Pandora's curiousity got the best of her, and one day she opend that box.

Out came plagues and misery and sadness. She managed to shut the lid tight, before Hope escape.

Hope's the only weapon we have left to fight the others."

- my sister's keeper.

2007-02-04T23:53:00.000-08:00

Gosh Becky's sweet sixteen was the bomb.

It was seriously a crazy night of TONS OF FOOD, KARAOK AND MAHJONG AND SCARY MOVIE 3 WHICH WAS SO RETARDED (:

Meet her early after physics tuition to shop and boy, the cab criver was totally PMS-ing. Like, dude.

Went to her uncle's house and watched THE LION KING which remains my favourite movie of all times (:

(my dog is currently after my bowl of cereal as I type this.)

Time for pictures!

Becky's uncle's party-only apartment.

The amazing toilet HAHA.

HAHA her uncle's apron is the best its hilarious.

Hello Beulah you look gorgeous. OMG I am standing on the sofa singing with celine and izzy's covering her face HAHAH. I love this pic its so candid.

Scary movie 3. All our les seriously looked like braised pork knuckles.

2007-01-29T01:30:00.000-08:00

This is a little early but

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECKY HENG :D

You're sweet (hmmm nt sure yet) 16 so please behave your age.

Just want to thank you for all that you've done for me (: its really appreciated. Thank you for all the times (its scary how we see each other almost everyday), for the BAD JOKES, for the UK, for the baby food, for all the falling of chairs, for the recesses and all the toilet trips and talks and loads more!

Have a great day and I still believe i tell better BAD JOKES than you. Like Chu, Bu and Fu.

You're the one I love!

With all my love,

Girl X.

2007-01-25T05:28:00.000-08:00

" Did you ever wonder how we ever got here? On Earth I mean. Forget the whole song and dance about Adam and Eve, which I know is a load of crap. My father likes the myth of the Pawnee Indians, who say the star deities populated the world: Evening Star and Morning Star hooked up and gave birth to the first female. he first boy came from the Sun and Moon. Humans rode on the back of a tornado.

"Mr Hume, my science teacher, taught us about this primordial soup full of natural gases and muddy slop and carbon matter that some how solidified into one-celled organisms calles choanoflagettates...which sounded a lot more like a sexually transmitted disease than the start of the evolutionary chain, in my opinion. But even once you get there, its a huge leap from an amoeba to a money to a whole thinking person.

"The really amazing thing about all this is no matter what you believe, it took some doing to get a point where there was nothing, to a point where all the right neurons fire and pop so that we can make decisions.

"More amazing is how even though that's become a second nature, we still manage to screw it up."

-my sister's keeper.

I still screw up, no matter what. Fudge.

2007-01-22T01:31:00.000-08:00

OMG CHERYL'S GOING BACK ALRDY I'M SO SAAAADDD ):

Anyway, went out for our last lunch with cheryl with cheryl beu and rach at village.

It was kinda hilarious. Oh yes and Beulah crashed japanese tourists' pictures much to the amusement of the photographer and t our embarrassment. HAHAHA

CHERYL TAN BLAHBLAH.

BEERASH!

I'll miss you so so much when you head back to Australia why did you have to go and leave us all behind in Singapore cheenkland?! I still haven't really fogiven you on that yet ):

Anyway, just want to thank you for coming back and giving us a kickass fun time these 2 months, even though we seem to get caught in the rain ALL THE TIME, it's still fun because we're tgt (:

Thanks for being such a awesome friend and a wondeful confident, even though sometimes you tend to blurp stuff, I still love you :D HAHAH you're kickass hot and funny, and all the best for your impt year in school starting this feb!

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE MADCAP FUN AND WILD TIMES, I'LL MISS YOU SHITASS LOADS BEERASH! I cannot live without you! see you in dec again!!

Your know I love you dude, BFF <3

girl x.

Beulah adn Rachel, need i say more? I need you guys in my life (:

2007-01-15T01:54:00.000-08:00

Read over these questions, if anything here has happened to you.Put an X for each that is true.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth while you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth while you were NOT talking.
[xxx] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[xx] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[xx] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[xxx] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. (OMG I JUST REALISED)
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[xxx] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. ( I PROLLY NEVER WILL)
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[xx] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You have fallen asleep in class and started to talk/drool, or snore
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x]You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.
[xxx] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ]You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[xx] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug.
[xxx] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[xxx] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand.
[x] You ran around naked in your house. (WHEN I WAS A KID)
[xx]You break a lot of things.
[x]You tilt your head when you're confused.
[xxx]You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "ummmmm" is used many times a day.

NOW, take that number and multiply it by 3.

therefore,
28 x 3 = 84

omg i am 84% stupid.

2007-01-12T04:32:00.001-08:00

2007-01-12T03:12:00.000-08:00

Hello and Goodbye week 2 I really had fun this week THE LESSONS WERE ALL SO FUNNY YO!

Went to Becky's house with Jia to finish up our Polar Bear project (which we totally did yao), and yes the usual cam-whoring shit. It's way too funny. Looking at past pictures that can be either used at :

1) Our future weddings
2) Blackmail
3) Dating agencies (SDU)

were hideously funny. HIDEOUSLY. Like WOAH.

Jia left and so me and Becky watched The Tyra Banks Show. I really love it but don't call me a bimbo please. Esp. when it tells you to wear a bra 24/7 if possible to prevent further sagging due to gravity. (BEULAH WEARING BRA AT NIGHT DOESN'T CAUSE BREAST CANCER!!?) What a funny logic of my bestie :D i still love her ahaha.

Yea so anyway, COMFORT CAB IS WAY SLOW. Yea I finally called through after 20 MINUTES, and they put me on hold for another 15 MINUTES, then I had to wait for another 20 MINUTES for the cab to come. Great.
So me Becky and I played in the rain with umbrellas and we had an umbrella fight HAHA. And we enacted "Singing In The Rain" musical and Michael Jackson's werewolf music video ITS SO BLOODY FUNNY.

My cab finally came. AND OMG THE CAB DRIVER WAS BLOODY HILARIOUS.

cab: I HATE THE GOVT.

me: uh okay.

cab: I HATE THE GOVT. (goes on to complain abt the govt nt giving enough jobs then all of them have to become cab drivers or smth..)

me: uh okay.

cab: OH YEA BTW MY SON SUCKS AT CHINESE. DO YOU?

me: (laughs and tears my hair out) hell yea.

It's little thing like that that keeps me smiling (: and I finally got home at 730. Horror.

THE SONG OF YOUR HEART BY PRINCE

U might make a different song, yes that's right it's true
That don't make anybody more or less as good as u
If u can't feel the music that's all u really need
Then turn this party all the way out
Good time guaranteed

Everybody get up
Clap your hands and dance 2 the beat
Whatever u do little darlin' it's cool
Just get up out your seat
And wave a flag because everybody plays a part
One world united singing the song of the heart

Look ... everybody makes mistakes
Oh yeah, not one or two (right!)
But that don't make the dirty little things they say about u true(U tell 'em!)
Step aside little babies and watch me do my thing
I don't even need a good reason to do
Listen to me sing

Everybody get up
Clap your hands and show them what u got
Tonight we gonna jam from now until eternity
Don't u stop - make it hot oh!
And wave a flag because everybody plays a part
One world united singing this song of the heart

Come on!
Watch me now!

Oh, I don't care what the people say
This is my life
I just got to like that okay (okay?)
They can go fly their momma's kite
Hooray! (we got it!)
All right I'm going to tell u one more time

Listen ...Unh

One world
One world
One world unitedS
inging a song
Singing a song
Singing a song of the heart
Feel me? Oh yeah!
Feel me? Keep singing!
U can do u
I do me
Whateva!
Get going y'all!
The song of the heart

2007-01-07T06:29:00.000-08:00

RECORDING AT MEDIACORP WAS EFFING FUN?!

It was pretty hilarious, how me becky becs san jiamin char and joe are like overly-enthu abt it its so dumb!

ANYWAY I LOVE MG DEBATE BEU CEL BECKSIE YOU GUYS ARE SHITTING KICKASS YO!

So i just finished my dinner (2 slices of peanut butter bread), and its amazingly satisfying.

WHOOPS. There's school tmr it simply slipped my mind I am sucha DUMBDUMB. I WANT GUMGUM.

Church was okay. Music practice was shit-ass tiring but really fulfilling I am so happy Jessy Oskar's back to help in the music :D Zajamo's really really funny too (:
And fudge funky?? Our BS group is going to be so noisy and lame its kinda cool. HAHA the sec 3 guys, sec 4 girls and JC1/yr 5 guys. PRAY THAT WE PAY ATTENTION!

peace-sooo yo,
girl x.

2007-01-06T07:04:00.000-08:00

I SURVIVED THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL.

Yes, 3 cheers for the Great Chloe (:
Anyway, I totally decided to pay attention this year so I sat right smack in the middle of class I am so proud of myself, and even though I am happily situated in the middle of both Rubbish Queens Beulah and Becky, i promise I so will pay attention.

I PROMISE!

Gawd. I hope we don't get excavated from our seats, I personalised my table alrdy ):
I stuck my time-table on the bottom right hand corner, tied a rubbish bag and deposited all my personal stuff (including my tissue box, books and mirror) alrdy!!!

PLEASE DON'T REMOVE US FROM OUR PRESENT SEATS PLEASE PLEASE.

The oh-so-cool is that I FEEL LIKE A PRI SCH KID AGAIN! We're ending sch so early, too early in fact?! The new teachers are cool, but I can't seem to pay attention. Must be the fan and the weather, and the darn fact that O LEVELS are in less than 300 days.

Second week here I come.

OMG HAPPY FEET'S SOUNDTRACK IF EFFING CUTE?!

2007-01-02T02:03:00.000-08:00

Gosh you knw I was just sitting there trying to study chem when Beulah just pops into my mind

Actually i was thinking about last friday when we went to Holland V for dinner, and we sat at the bus stop talking and I saw a giant rat.

Anyway, I just felt like blogging about Beulah HAHA. I just wanna say thanks for all the late night, heart to heart talks we shared, they're all so kickass and wonderful, even though i just realised that majority happens at bus stops, late at night, after a really heavy and retarded dinner, and i always happen to see a giant animal of some sort which you always tend to miss. Okay this sounds really hilarious HAHA.

You're really one of my closest friends, besides rachel and cheryl, and I really appreciate it :D You are such a great secret-keeper and confidant, and i love you for that! I really hope that we get into the same JC (IB?), cos i don't ever want to lose contact with you, bestie <3>

AND YES I PROMISE THAT I WILL SIT WITH YOU AT THE FRONT OF THE CLASS AGAIN, SO THAT WE MAY CONTINUE TO PAY ATTENTION TO COOL TEACHERS LIKE MR YEO (:

Love,
Girl X

BFF <3

2007-01-01T00:20:00.000-08:00

YTD WAS THE FUNNEST NIGHT OF 2006 (:

NEW YEARS DINNER:

my mother made me wear a dress. a very hot one i was sweating like nobody's shit business. met Weiling and her mom and went down to Neptune with family.

The dinner was good, though i only stayed at my table for the first 3 dishes, which was mainly prawns which was very very good. then went t crash the youth table upstairs beside the toilet.

Hot pink party hats are the coolest thing in town

I love you guys.

Fireworks at midnight. Pretty aye?

Keron is the cutest thing alive.

MICOLE!

God i seriously am stupid. I didn't knw that thie was the last day for Neptune and tt it was being closed down for some business building. No wonder people at the NYD were talking about how much they're going to miss the Tim Sum.

So i took smth of Neptune home! okay nt rlly. My Dad wanted to rip the wallpaper of the walls. I left a trace at Neptune's biggest painting of some part of China: I kissed the old fat man in the painting goodbye ): we're sure going t miss Neptune and the fat smiling old man of a painting.

Anyway, 2006's gone, I've been there, done there. Close to going through hell and back. Its seriously how scary and amazing 2006 just passed by so quickly.

The year started out with a bunch of girls of 3S i hardly knew except for the 2D clique, and I am really thankful and amazed how everyone of us became such tight-knitted friends over the span of 12 months.

I LOVE THE TWELVEOFUS.

I am so convinced that we are gay. Or half-gay.

And yes, church has been a whirlwind. What a rollercoaster journey! There were many ups and downs, adn yes Chris, W ALL BOND THROUGH TRAUMA. There are simply too many people who have blessed me this year, i can't possibly do personal shoutouts to all of you guys, so its just a big

THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU FOR MAKING 2006 WACKY.

To my BS group, to some of the youth leaders, to Weiling, Eryn, Edmund, Jim, Chris, Aaron (TCM and CS!!!!), Luke (stop giving me stupid msges) , Darrel AND A WHOLE LOAD OF PEOPLE IN MY PHONE LIST THAT ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED :D

To others like Rachel and Cheryl, i swear,

NOONE HAS SUCH KICK-ASS FRIENDS LIKE YOU GUYS.

May we continue to bitch, shop, shit, and do fudging things that noone else will understand except us.

May I be able to survive 2007. I'm a O level kid now.
And I realy pray and hope that I will be a better christian this 2007, for the LORD has provided, and saved us.

2006-12-30T22:55:00.000-08:00

28TH DECEMBER WAS TRASHY.

bazooka.

2 jugs of vodka, 8 T-shots.

and i started to dance on the couch to 'Jailhouser Rock'.

went out with chara, chris, jim, aaron and edmund ytd OMG IT WAS FUDGING FUN!

seriously. i wam addicted to counterstike now.
chris suggested to go play LAN and i haven't even stepped into those dubious computer place before, and DAMN IT WON'T BE MY LAST TIME!

counterstrike is effing fun!

wham bam guns knifes and then you just kill the enemies. its highly addictive.

NEW YEARS DINNER LATER (:

2006-12-26T02:02:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS WAS WEIRDLY FUNNY AND LONG-AWAITED.

christmas diner on eve was OMG-ly meaty. me and eryn were so happy there were 2 bloody huge slabs of beef which my dad bought (one slab is bigger than 2 heads FYI) :D it was heavenly!

cam whoring while couting down in my room:

weiling has my boxers on her head. did i wash it? HAHAHHA of course i did bitch.

snake looks happy. ditto weiling.

the best god siblings that i could ever have (:

weiling's too weak.

we're hot.

its just tt warm feeling tt i get whenever i look at this photo (: don't we all look fudging happy?

oh yes me and chong were browsing over some rlly old photos taken like 10 to 12 yrs ago, and omg i found this hilarious:

i am at the far left with my hideous face covered (THANK GOD) and Jim's in the middle, acting cool and baby-sitting. this is stupidly funny.

and i think Weiling just ruined my reputation by posting all the hideous photos of baby/young me on her blog.

i swear one day i will find tt photo where we were playing dress-up and we look like charkwayteow aunties. i promise.

2006-12-26T01:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND MERRY BOXING DAY (:

" She willl give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins"

- Matthew 1:21

2006-12-22T04:35:00.000-08:00

omg i just found out something tt made me jump for joy (:

OUR CLASS 4S IS ON THE 2nd LEVEL WHILE THE OTHERS ARE ON THE 3RD!!!

but i'm so sad mrs raj is staying in sec 3 so she's not going t be our co form anymore and she's not taking SS for our class anymore ): she's so cute and small we'll all miss her oh fudge.

and mrs chen K.P is taking over as co form and ss!!

2006-12-19T03:47:00.000-08:00

SHOPPING WITH CHERYL I SPENT 200 HUNDRED BUCKS OH FUDGE. JUST SHOOT ME.

i am a flower.

gawd. i had a mouthful of teh tarik, the best drink in the world.

have i yold you how much i love this girl?
BFF!

see joash?! i dare-ed t put it up PAY ME 20 BUCKS! oh what girl x does for money.

2006-12-18T05:08:00.000-08:00

a nice christmas gift for me wld be having a body replacment with jessica alba.

oh fudge yea right.

2006-12-14T23:07:00.000-08:00

HELL YEA I AM GOING TO MARRY WENTWORTH MILLER.

IN YOUR FACE BITCH.

2006-12-14T02:04:00.000-08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything
to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

what's more:

"Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?"

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx.

OH FUDGE HOW BLOODY TRUE.
so t put it REALLY bluntly, i reckon i am a hyperactive, mood-swingy, schizo/OCD, nerdy, blunt and hard-core lovey dovey bitch.

hell yea.

2006-12-14T01:40:00.000-08:00

CHERY'S BACK (: SHE'S BACK SHE'S BACK SHE'S HELL BACK :D

okay let me see.
went tanning with rach ( oh fudge i have a nasty halter tanline which sucks big time.),shopping with rach, dinner with my beloved cheryl (you've got effing dirt dude!) shopped but bought nothing.

furrreeek.

stayed-over at rach's house. talked shit. ate shit and rach stole my blankie. woke up, stuffed our pig-faces AGAIN. watched over the hedge. it was helluva cute. cheryl went hm, rach went queen-of-england-knows-where, i went home.

the end.

hello. this is Girl X.

2006-12-09T05:42:00.000-08:00

CASTING CROWNS WAS AWESOME. period.

and i absolutely adore the drummer he's so cute and round and looks like humpty-dumpty the egg.
and my mommy bought me and chong the same casting crowns teeshirt :D YAYE its like green and darn cute (:

casting crowns is rlly down-to-earth and i really can understand what they went through. its like GOD was using them t speak t me through them. i could totally confer with them, how we enslave ourselves in religion, but not in Christ, and hwo sometimes we don't feel GOD in our lives.
and like the song, GOD is with us even in storms of our lives, AMEN!

i feel so heartened after their concert. thank GOD (:

PRAISE YOU IN THE STORM

I was sure by now, God You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

Chorus:
And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away

Chorus

I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

Chorus

2006-12-04T02:21:00.000-08:00

TEN TOP TRIVIA TIPS ABOUT CHLOE!

1. Chloe, from the movie of the same name, had green blood!

2. in the spanish edition of Cludo, Chloe is the victim.

3. the average human spend about 30 days during their life inside chloe.

4. chloe once lost a Dolly Parton lookalike contest.

5. about 100 people choke to death on chloe each year!

6. you can tell is chloe is hard-boiled by spinning her. if she stands up, she's hard-boiled.

7. the first chloe was made in 1853, and had no pedals.

8. chloeology is the study of the chloe.

9. in a pinch, the skin from a shark can be used as chloe!

10. on stone temples in southern India, there are more than 30 million carved images of chloe!

HAHA personally, i find 3 and 6 a little wrong-sounding.

2006-12-04T00:16:00.000-08:00

HJL'S farewell was wacky.

left the place in a total mess. sry village staff! rosti's still ab fab though (:

BEU! DON'T FORGET!
DINNER SATE ON 2OTH HAHAHAHAH. lets ask cheryl too she's back on the 13th (:

2006-12-03T22:03:00.001-08:00

OMG OMG OMG I EXERCISED YTD (: 3 CHEERS FOR ME!!!

okay nt rlly.
went for lunch with many people on sunday after service HAHA.

went all the way t toapayoh HDB hub for no reason. plus there was this soccer thing going on so cool.
yea then was rlly sleepy so after lunch wanted t go home.

AND I WALKED> HOME FROM TOAPAYOH TO BISHAN!

walked hm with jim.
half the time i didn't knw where i was going.
i think we took abt 40 minutes.
FINALLY reached his house.
went up for a drink and I GOT A NEW PHYSICS TB cos i lost mine so i'm inheriting jim's one.
gosh i rlly am pissed at myself for losing my beloved physics tb boohoohoo.
and i did the only sensible thing:
take a bus home luh then?

and btw, I'M SO PROUD OF MY DADDY :D

he won a mini nobel peace prize for his watch invention/BP thing (:

2006-11-30T21:16:00.000-08:00

joash just sent me this:

wht rubbish! HAHA

2006-11-30T18:02:00.000-08:00

Jack and Jill went up the hill to smoke some marijuana,
Jack got high,
unzipped his fly and said Jill,do ya wanna?
Jill said yes,
took off her dress
and they did the hankeypankey,
but Jill forgot to pop the pill
and out popped little Frankie!

Confucius say: man who stand on toilet is high on pot

this if for TCM.

2006-11-29T04:05:00.000-08:00

I MISS A CERTAIN SOMEONE SO MUCH.

2006-11-29T03:32:00.000-08:00

camp was very very very tiring. and rather eventful.

oh well.
i kinda miss it nw ):

the last night was the ultimate, in both ways i guess.

TCM WAS HILARIOUS.

TCM= Talk Cock Marathon.

marion, me, jim, chris, edmund, lee teck, luke, samuel, joab.

chris: OMG. i am laughing till i have abs.
jim: yea! then you can go AB-sailing. hahah!

gawd i swear i nvr met these pple tt are simply so retarded.

and goodness. i nvr ate so much apples in my life. and squashed so many old cucumbers, lemons, and eggs.

the last morning was the world-record breaking of the number of taupoks in yf jeez. HAHA

aww poor aaron.

2006-11-24T07:17:00.000-08:00

OMG THERE ARE 2 THINGS I CANNOT BELIEVE TT IS HAPPENING T ME.

1. i am missing hillsongs because of camp. no becky the "my dog died" reason isn't going t fool the leaders.

2. chris is my group leader i am going t lose my insanity. period.

2006-11-24T06:48:00.000-08:00

have i told you how much i love RACHEL LOW SHUXIN? (:

i just felt like saying it!

and t you! hahahhaha

a picture says a thousand words?

2006-11-18T04:16:00.000-08:00

GAWD RACHEL LOW MADE ME SPEND 121 BUCKS TODAY.

but somehow, imma REALLY happy with my buys (:

dude! don't forget our date (: love ya and thanks for today!

2006-11-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

JEEZ CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

2006-11-14T04:50:00.000-08:00

yes patrick i went t watch step up alrdy HHAHAA. yea yea inspiration.

IT WAS BLOODY HOT.

2006-11-11T06:31:00.000-08:00

simply because i miss england.

jim, our best coach driver (:

the most beautiful place!

i promise, leaves were never this fun.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

I HOPE YOU DANCE by lee ann womack

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes,
I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes,
I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

2006-11-09T18:39:00.000-08:00

LONDON.

buckingham palace.

the london eye.

CHOOCHOO!

gosh. i have t admit, this was one of the bestest holidays EVER (: we did so much things and had so much fun! thank GOD for that!

random things:

1) becky and i were def the noisest roomates ever.

2) cup noodles and milo never tasted so good. ditto chinese food.

3) impulse shopping (esp at covent garden) was adsolutely a one-time guilty pleasure. me becky and joe blew like 70 pounds in an hour.

4) bruton school for girls is really nice!

5) we shopped too much at bath, covent garden, whitgift. me and becky spent more than or about 200 pounds HAHA.

6) packing never became so tough and tiring.

7) me and becky stayed at the scariest room ever!!! in the hotel.

8) phantom of the opera was bloody good. pity they changed the ending a little.

9) mrs tang is really really funny!

10) church services at bruton are highly traditional. one sweet old man was so happy when we did a little song item at the church t thank them for having us over! he hasn't heard a guitar in the church for 50 years, and he was so happy tht he saw the song as a blessing, and many asked for the lyrics to 'Shout to the Lord'!

2006-11-09T18:33:00.000-08:00

LULWORTH CONT'D

oh mari's back ahhaha.

full lit girls with ms tan :D

lulworth was definitely the BEST MOST BEAUTIFUL AND FUN-FILLED day of the trip (:

2006-11-09T18:25:00.000-08:00

LULWORTH

absolute eye candy.

up on the gorgeous mountain (:

2006-11-09T18:17:00.000-08:00

BATH

PROTESTERS! against the war!

the bloody 5 kg cadbury chocolate bar.

mr darcy!

2006-11-09T18:09:00.000-08:00

BRUTON/BOARDING/SCHOOL/VILLAGE

it was meant t be SEXEY'S SCHOOL. named after this guy called hugh sexey i think. its too cool!

oh becky don't kill me.

2006-11-09T18:01:00.000-08:00

BRUTON/SCHOOL/BOARDING/VILLAGE.

i swear, in the presence of vannessa, lisa and jess walker, i can't speak french.

2006-11-09T17:30:00.000-08:00

UK WAS FANTABULOUS. AND I SPENT LOADS OF MONEY THERE HAHAHAAHAH.

i feel so lazy t update. i shall just photo blog. smart me.

2006-10-30T23:55:00.000-08:00

UK HERE I COME (:

happy birthday daddy and happy halloween. kinda sad we can't celebrate halloween ):

2006-10-30T06:39:00.000-08:00

12 MORE HOURS TILL UK :D

damn. o level chinese paper was sneaky ):

and i'm so going t miss all the local food and cheese prata when i leave ): HAHAHA.

becky! you bring converse, i'll bring adidas.

2006-10-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

I MISS THE TWELVEOFUS ALRDY.

its been a year. and damn it went by too fast.
the big 'O' is getting bigger and i don't wanna face it ): jeez i swear i am going t try so hard to get my DSA.

anyway, its been the best year ever (2006), and thanks t 3S: you've made the year worthwhile :D

this means smth: shout outs are due!

2006-10-27T23:44:00.001-07:00

AND IZZY! HOW DARE YOU PUSH ME INTO THE POOL!?

2006-10-27T23:07:00.000-07:00

becky makes me fat ):

went winter shopping with becky ytd after dance. HAHA cldn't even find each other at wheelock entrance. oh well bought a pair of gloves t match my burburry scarf :D HAHA

going taka makes us feel oh-so-poor. OMG THE NEW JIMMY CHOOS STORE IS LIKE small.

yes yes becky is def planning some nefarious plot t make me of BMI 29. she MADE me eat a cheesy sausage, and half an ELVIS MUFFIN. like its 452368957345 million calories.

watch out.

2006-10-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

just so sick and bored of chinese (wht's new??)

http://www.xanga.com/vileto

HAHAHA!

2006-10-23T04:13:00.000-07:00

oh the glorious fun and random days we have in mgs (:

2006-10-20T23:54:00.000-07:00

i feel so alone.
suddenly.

cuz it's like we don't hang out anymore.
cuz it's like we don't do shit no more.
cuz its like i miss you. and cuz i don't even have a best friend t call my own anymore.
i have great friends, but no bestfriend, and tt's a major missing piece in my life right now.
cuz it's no longer like old times.

cuz you're no longer here with me.
and its cuz i never had a bestfriend in you. i was just too shit-assed dumb t realise t.

i have no bestfriend. she's dead.

2006-10-20T22:35:00.000-07:00

MGSROCS IS FINALLY OVER! and it was a blast :D

i have felt true fatigue this week like seriously. i am so tired. thank goodness i don't have badminton today.

but the concert was a true success (: and the last part where everyone danced on stage, i felt so high HAHAHHA :D yea then the sweeping kinda irrtated me LOL!.

ahh! thank God for seeing us through this whole concert and making it turn out such a gigantic success! though there we doubts at first (i can only rmb them too well!) imma glad that we pulled through :D

my feet is killing me.
though shalt nt run with heels for 3 hours.

2006-10-17T19:14:00.000-07:00

SCREW YOU COMBINED HUMANITIES.

may you die a terrible death.

2006-10-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

OMG HORROR HORROR HORROR.

there was a bloody disgusting gross monster in my bathroom just as i was about t bath.

it was big, hairy, fast-footed, sensitive t noise, and most of all, DISGUSTINGLY EERILY FBSGRG GROSS.

there was a friggin' huge cockroach in my shower.
i freaked so badly, i grabbed my shark tower and ran out screaming for my maid, my saviour.

oh wht trauma.

2006-10-12T23:55:00.000-07:00

izzy me becky on the chairlift thing. i swear they are weird.

2006-10-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

TWO TRAUMATISING EVENTS IN TWO DAYS IS ENOUGH.

sentosa was ab fab. me becky and izzy got stranded at east coast at first and then finally after walking like about 45 minutes along the highway, A NICE CAB CAME :D pure joy.

went t sentosa.
played the luge THRICE. it got us pretty high (: AND IZZY YOU'RE SO SLOW!

tanned.
played in water.
but still as pasty as ever.

saw sidney, then traumatising event, went t eat sakae sushi and finally went hm. reached home at like 9

omg wht a tiring 2days. steamboat and sentosa.
i love the twelveofus.

becky. yea we literally rolled arnd on the floor at my hse HAHA.

gaahha twister.

2006-10-11T08:29:00.000-07:00

i love you chloe!!!! :) -izzy

its over.

AND STEAMBOAT WAS AB FAB :D

2006-10-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

just because the worst week of esams is finally over.

BECKY'S HOUSE :D

aww beu don't kill me.

woah izzy mine looks like a plateu and yours, mt everest. JK!

CHECK MY COLLARBONE OUT (: HAHAHA.

ah heng's right! this is love!

i didn't see mr shit when i went t your house!

omg becky and adele both of you are lsefbulertbsetr i am going t wring your necks with your prefect ties on monday and stuff you 2 in the locker where you can live with bacteria such as streptococcus thermophilus.

2006-09-16T04:23:00.000-07:00

ON HIATUS

2006-09-09T06:10:00.000-07:00

dinner on thursday night with chong was havoc.
HAHA i rlly wanted t eat at new york, but was way too crowded. ate at out of the pan at raffles place instead.
fantabulous.

isn't that monster statue thing hot :D

TOYSRUS MAKES ME HAPPY HAPPY!

choong my lovely (GAHH). HAH. love ya and happy 15th birthday (:

I WANT T EAT THERE!

sometimes, its good t have nothing.
because you won't have t lose anything.

2006-09-05T19:30:00.000-07:00

ZOMGEE.

pink's stupid girls music video is hilarious!

2006-09-04T04:34:00.000-07:00

MORE HAHA.

adele trying t look seductive/provacative. LOL!

look at the fist-size condom we bought me and becky bought for izzy! HAHAHA. its meant t be a joke, please don't get wrong ideas LOL!

awww.

the oh-so sinful lana cake :D

the three birthday darlings (:

2006-09-04T04:25:00.000-07:00

PICTURES :D

omg wht was i doing?! HAHA. we look slim here :D

the happy family! yaye. haha imma the kid (:

fwahaha.

adele! your leg's heavy!

pass the parcel! becksie's forfeit HAHA.

AHHAH adele's hot bra!

i love raina!

HAHAHAHA BEULAH! I LOVE YOU HON!

grace!! you're so cute!

2006-09-04T04:05:00.000-07:00

cel, izzy and beu's combined birthday party

gosh it was a wild day on sunday :D
met becky and her friend, chuan yu, at newton mrt at an unearthly hour of 0830 in the morning. took a complicated ride of mrt to expo to attend city harvest (: beu came late as usual HAHA.
the worship was ab fab, the sermon was good too, but a little funny for me and becky cos its like about marriage! LOL! finished at about 1230, then stayed back for a while for some zone skit thing for their pastor as a teacher's day present.

reached civilisation at around 2 plus (expo is so damn bloody far!!). went ft raffles place and zomgee. IT CHANGED SO MUCH (: ate mos burger and met my parents there! and they treated me and becky to ben's and jerry's ice-cream (cookie dough heehee).
walked around in vain t find suitable presents for the 3 of them, only bought cel's one there. and we finally bought out magic socks :D mine's a penguin and becky's a monkey! i haven't soaked it in water yet though.
mrt-ed down t somerset and oh shizzles, there are some seriously psyco-pervs there ): we were so scared ): went t centrepoint 7-11 t buy the special SMTH for izzy. bought beu's and izzy's present there too.
WALKED t cel's hse after buying 2 weeks wotrh of ice-cream, flour and whip-cream frm taka. omg it was bloody hot.

"don't put the ice-cream too near me! -me
"why?!" -becky
"well, duh, imma too hot." -me

th elook on becky' s face was priceless. ahh anyway finally reached cel's hse after 2343645768 years. the rest were there alrdy and oh boy! the games were fun (: we humiliated ourselves at cel's condo!

1) pass the parcel (HAHAA)
2) musical plates/wet flour on your butt thingy. (HAHA)
3) dunking in the pool with EVERYONE watching and laughing at us. me and becky's plan t carry (yes we were insane) izzy backfired. we were dragged down by her as well!!!

yea wo got dirty and wet and high. i just realised how much i missed swimming ): as in competitive. ahh well. nw i only swim for exercising :D

went up, dried up and ate dinner in complete utter chaos. we did terrible renditions of songs, did air-guitar/air-drums/air-rocker-singing, fooled arnd, played the ridiculous superman game in a bid t finish up all the food... ahh it was so fun.
i got way too high on coke, and i was HYPER. i think i scared the rest ):

then we had the dancing thing! zomgee it was hilarious (: then we were so tired with nth better t do and played food-concentration game and truth/dare. secretst recealed aye (!!)

went t izzy's hse at about 10.30 reached arnd 11. stayed over :D played a stupid and hilarious game called klabutong (i can't play it t save my own skin) and happyland (i died in within 10 seconds) !! then we talked, mused and laughed till arnd 2. i was so shit-assed tired.

IZZY! WE WERE LATE FOR CHEM REMEDIAL BY HALF AN HOUR HAHAH. yes it was so embarrassing. blame it on sleeping at 2am.

2006-08-31T06:07:00.000-07:00

yes ahaha someone asked me t post these:

all hail the hot rock chicks :D

then we role-played animals (:

beu the beaver!

rach the sloth!

i was the slug jeez i have no idea why.

the slug was in labour,

and so was the beaver (jeez look at the size of beu's baby!!)

and so there was a baby boom.

THE END.

2006-08-31T05:52:00.000-07:00

teacher's celebs today! kinda cute. ZOMGEE. the teachers in mg uniform (mr ong and mr seow included), looked too much like students. so scary

went lunch with the gang :D rachel and saniah came (: yea and me and rach had t like dance in the staffroom for mrs choo t see. so embarrassing HAHA.

went t rach's hse with beu, and we:

1) fooled arnd,
2) teached each other songs on the electric guitar,
3) danced :D dance makes me happy, even t the extend of teaching beu and joe, and izzy LOL!

we acted real dumb at rach's hse, we role-played animals, wore bras inside out, and jumped and screamed, blasted thee electric guitar. imma surprsed tt her momma cld still continue ironing.

the hail the beautiful and intelligent princess fairy :D

i loved the bra :D its so nice pink and lacy!

2006-08-31T05:50:00.000-07:00

YAO. these 2 days gave been eventful and dirty! HAHA

wednesday

school was amazingly slack. and yes went for debate competition in the afternoon and we won :D and zomgee republic poly is beautiful! it's like some alien trng centre, highly and hugh-ly high tech and spacious and pretty!

by the time i got back t school it was like 6.30, and POURING LIKE COWS AND CHICKENS. went wit becky t choir concert. and yes we were:

1) without transport
2) without any form of shelter/umbrella
3) pretty much behind time

so we did the logical:
WE RAN IN THE RAIN. IT WAS THE HEAVIEST RAIN THAT I RAN IN.
by the time we crossed the iverhead bridge, we looked as though we just fell into a pool. dude tt's was bloody fun.
but both of us were terrified of being struck by lightening, so when we were on the overhead bridge, we were:

1) screaming
2) hopelessly running
3) and terrified

for our dear lives. i mean, duh, overhead bridges are so prone t lightening strikes ): eeeyikes

so yes finally reached waffle town for dinner, and went t audi for concert. then, we just realised we forgot to buy flowers for syl and joe ):
so, we went arnd plucking leaves from the ferns outside the audi, more like i was the one forced by becky t do it aye.
and we made a tiny bouquet!

but then we had a better idea. at intermission, we went t cold storage in a bid t buy sweets, and we bough syl and joe brinjal and sweet corn seeds! they can grow their own veggies in their very own backyard :D how smart of me t think of it HAHAHA.

oh yes. i just realised me and becky do not walk, WE BOB UP AND DOWN. i wonder why?!

CHIJ choir was excellent. but one song was shockingly scary! they were like singing rlly high, then suddenly stop, then scream and fall t the ground ): then they'll slowly rise up, acting like pontinaks, rising real slowly... YIKES. i was so sure of nightmares that night D:

ahh. reached home at arnd 1030. so tired, plus i had t wait for my hair t dry before snoozing ):

teacher's day tmr!

2006-08-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

ZOMGEE THEY BLINK!
yes eat your vegetables.

oh where, is my hairbrush?!

imma so bloody happy all the term 4 tests are OVER :D

yes so imma relaxing for just tonight. then its back t crunc time ):

OH I GOOGLED FOR MY EYE CANDY (: AMAZING RESULTS OOH LALA!

i think this was when hugh jackman was younger. HOT.

HUGH JACKMAN'S HOT HOT HOT. COME ON AGREE WITH ME.
LOL! he's my all time fav eye candy. MINE MINE MINE!
he's so hot, famous, rich, and most importantly, FREE OF SCANDALS. he doesn't go and pash with a nanny. (jude law)

ISN'T HE GORGEOUS?

and our unsung heros!

HAHA. syl's and cartoon of all times. it promotes wonderful values! save the planet!

but my fav stilll stays with:

2006-08-26T05:15:00.000-07:00

me & becky swapped a shoe on friday.
and thanks to our great forgetfulness, i arrived home, t my horror
yes stupidity has done its best. i can't believed i took a bus home looking like some idiot wearing 2 diffeent shoes!
i must have seemed like charlie chaplin.

had a war of words with becky over sms. name-calling war rather. YAO.

the difference between other religions and christianity:

the other religions is where mankind tries its very best to reach god.
christianity us when God tries his very best, to reach out t mankind and bring us back t Him.

2006-08-22T07:38:00.000-07:00

1) you are the fittest girl i've ever met X)
2) i challenge you to eat RED MEAT =p
3) LIME GREEN LAH (EEEEEEEE)
4) that you're hilarious and i can talk to you nonstop about shopping and clothes and we always scout for sales (:
5) clearest memory - you lying to saniah and both of us sniggering behind the notebooks x)
6) butterfly! heeheee go intepret that ah ting
7) any update on your love life??

the above is from cel. thanks hon. i needed smth t chuckle at :D

i feel a sense of loss.
no idea why, no idea how, jsut WHAM! it hit me.
and i fell down, hard.

i feel guilt, pain, jealously, loss. (yes yes i knw i sound emo)

i don't knw wht's wrong with me, or how i should go abt this:
imma losing GOD from my life.
i knw i am, and the worst thing is that i'm aware of it.
i don't seem t feel his presence, i don't feel as though imma living the way God really wants me t live, and i no longer feel the certain unexplainable passion thati have whenever i praise Him etc. even in church (i do pray that i go for the right reasons)

where is He?
wht's happening? why is this happening?
left unanswered. as usual.
i always don't understand. and i hate this feeling of loss.
someone, help me.
reading the "left behind" series helped a lil'.
it was inspirational and heart-wrenching, and i do really hope i have that same kind of devotion that staunch believers around the world have for God.
people and friends arnd me are so strong in their faith, and here am i, wavering.
i feel so ashamed. it's as though i'm nt strong enough.
i really wonder how they can keep it up. it's tiring, yet i believe it's more than rewarding.
jeez. why?
but i just don't, no matter how my brain tells me i should, my heart remains dead.
i really want to. i really do.

and yes.
me and you.
the magic's gone.
we ain't the same anymore. i don't knw why? we used t be so close just ytd, then the nxt, you're gony. we're gone.

i don't understand.

2006-08-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.donghaeng.net
watch the flash animation on love.

please go see it. it's wonderful.

2006-08-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

i talked to Tod today.
Tod's so hot. unlike his good friend Bob.
and Tod bought me a bigger and nice bouquet of white and pink roses :D
Tod's so sweet. very sweet.
and hot (:

too bad, Bob's gay. i mean, he's staying with becky. so gay.
Tod's taste is fab HAHA. he chose me :D LOL!

Tod has a huge, white, oriental mansion. it's big and lovely, and it has a beautiful garden full of the prettiest flowers.
Tod OBVIOUSLY has a nicer house than Bob.

however, Tod & Bob still remain good friends. how sweet.

the joys of being the only child.
Bob's becky's imaginary friend, and Tod's mine imaginary friend.
how exciting.
t think we even had a yelling session over who's imaginary friend is better.
oh wht intellect.

2006-08-17T05:37:00.000-07:00

the remaining:

the angsty christmas tree (becksie!)

the pet otter who oves playing with a imaginary ball (beulah)

I REPEAT: IT'S CRUNCH TIME LET'S ALL HAVE A STUDY FEST.

2006-08-17T03:34:00.000-07:00

I NEED A STUDY BUDDY.

i promise we'll concentrate :D i bought assesment books (: there'll be plenty of revision for us. it's for our eoys! work had nw, play hard ltr.

i sound like imma advertising for MOE.

can't wait for dance!

THE 3S FAMILY:
(i had t do this)

the father. (ah heng)

mother.

the gangsta son. (adele. how worrying!)

the grandmother (cel pls don't kill me i needa destress.)

the vulgarities teacher (raina)

the butler who aspires to be strawberry shortcake (izzy! my beloved pasty!)

family mogu! (grace)

2006-08-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

1 month 12 days till frist day of exams on the 2nd of oct.
jeez i can't wait till it's over.

DIE EXAMS DIE DIE DIE DIE BURN BURN BURN.

i feel a lil' too laxed alrdy. MUST start revision nxt wk. yes yes yes.

it's nt the same anymore.

wht happened?

2006-08-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.
Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.

Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

2006-08-12T07:14:00.000-07:00

omg dance was HILARIOUS today.
patrick (our instructor) didn't come today. was sick i think.
so one of his ex-students came t relief him. i think his name's hady or heidy or AIYA DUNNO.
and omg he's bloody funny. but gd too.
had a gd laugh at each other. and myself. i liked the rountine :D
jeez dance cheers me up all the time (:

omg becky actually looks like a girls here. HAHA thank goodness you can't see my face.

OMG A TOTAL BLACKMAIL PICTURE OF JIALIN (: this was at beu's birthday last yr i think HAHA.

jeez syl rmb this? the 'bob the builder' was way too embarrassing t be exposed.

beu's birthday party at Hara 2005 (: rmb pass the parcel? fond memories! becksie has t propose t jevan! and rach had t wear a bikini over her clothes for the rest of the game. oh and JIA LIN HAD T SUFF A PAO IN HER MOUTH.

the time at joe's house (: class party 2005. yes we were auditioning for The Ring.

saniah's surprise birthday party at her hse (:

was at some debate competition, got bored, rach had a cam, acted like fools.

ahhhh.
such fond memories. i shld do this more often.
let's me take a break from deamination of amino acids in the liver, and think abt how lucky i am t knw a bunch of 12 fun, spirited, wild girls frm mgs whom i call treasured ones (: thx for everything :D

okay i hate bio. imma left with nutrition in plants. it's the deadest thing. EVER.

2006-08-09T21:00:00.000-07:00

some pics to cheer all of us up (:

goodness jeex we all look weird. becky me adele cel (: i look like some freak mannequin. check out our tans (:

rach and me. i love you rach you hot momma :D

sry adele and ah heng.

suffering in the hot sun.

from adele's blog. prettty sums up everything (: i love the 12 of us.

omg this is so long ago. but it cheers me up (:

2006-08-07T07:29:00.000-07:00

i just feel so tired i want t unload and cry.

nth's going right

people come and people go

everyone's ignoring each other (which may be a gd and bad thing)

my parents getting onto my case

seeing some people that make you think too much once again.

exams are approaching and the topics just seemingly turn greek t me.

don't even knw how t tell you.

screaming, yelling and nt getting anything productive done, only t make matters worse and make me just want t break down.

people nt being able t understand wht i'm being holed up with, and yet shoving piles of unsolved matters into the face.

little matters just get me irritated.

i feel pissed of whenever i see you think of you and when someone even mentions you.

reliving the bittersweet memories and how the bond and friendship just broke. i can't even be bothered t think who's in the wrong anymore. both.

turning 15 is nt doing me or anyone gd.

just feel so tired and burned out.

leaders forcing you t attend and go for meetings that i have alrdy made up my mind abt WHY imma nt going anymore. i just don't want t be in a conformity camp no more.

i feel so spiritually stunted.

dear Lord,

thank you for giving me all that i have nw. though i may feel disatisfied in anyway, i pray that you'll give me a peace in my heart, and a clear mind t carry on living the life you want me t live, Lord i just pray for strength, and that i will be able t survive and relive certain memories and events. i also want t ask for loving and forgiving actions t the people around, and that i won't hurt anyone anymore.

Lord, i want t commit my life t you once again, but i just feel that something's missing in my life: you. i don't knw why and i don't knw how, but i knw that i am lacking in You. i juat pray that you'll tide me through this period, and i want t ask for forgivness for nt living the way you want me t live, that is in Christ-likeness. i ask guidance, and that Your wird my speak t me like nvr before. Father, i pray for my spiritual growth, that i will nt be stunted anymore. Lord, You knw best. i pray that i may be able t continue t go church and learn from Your wise words of the past, present and tmr. Father, though i do nt attend youth anymore, i ask of you that this will nt hinder my spritual growth in you. i pray for understanding in the leaders, and tht they'll learn t respect my decision. pray that in whtever i do, i do it for the right reason and for You, in You, most importantly, i pray that my flame of passion for you will be relighted once more, in You. it is faint, and i need guidance and help t re-ignite this flame. i don't want it t die out, Lord, i want t live in you, and you in me, forever more. pray that i may once again rekindle this strong love for our saviour.

Lord, thank you for understanding friends arnd me, and Lord, i pray that You'll continue t work in ways that we cannot see, creating your heavenly kingdom here on this sinful earth, bringing tgt believers of different races and backgrounds. Lord, may you put words in our mouth and courage in our hearts, t speard the Good News and the Gospel, letting eveyone knw the Truth, proclaiming it proudly, so htat more may live in the everlasting love of our Abba Father. pray for turth in our hearts, that we will not pretend t be wht we are nt, and that you may grant pureness in our hearts and minds.

Lord, i pray for redemption in Christs' blood, that our sinds may be forgiven, and that we'll once asgain stand faultless and blameless in front of your throne. Lord i pray for truth in our lives, that we will not pretend t be someone or something that we are nt, as liars don't go t heaven. pray that you'll help us t combat the evil forces that are infiltrating us, and Lord, we knw that the evil powers are no match for yours, but Lord, i pray for trust in You, that You'll bring us through no natter wht.

help me t love you more then ever. Amen.

2006-08-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

MINI MELTS (: